1. Drug Lords and Love


    Date: 1/1/2017, Categories: Diary, Bi-sexual Cheating Drug, Gay Author: big_booty, Source: sexstories.com

    ... another friend named Penny. Penny was the local fag hag and wanted us to come out of the closet and be some flaming queers so bad. Shorty wasn't feminine and neither was I however. We were just two regular dudes that happened to be gay and didn't want anyone to know about it. "It's not men. It's one man." "Mr. A huh? Who is this guy? What's the big secret?" Shorty didn't know everything about me. Like I said, my love life was complicated. You had no idea just how complicated it all was but we'll get into that shortly. "Why do you always try to force it out of me. Is it important who he is?" "Yes. You're so in love with this guy. Why won't you tell me who he is?" I stared out the window. We were almost at my house. I knew Shorty meant well but him getting in my business was probably some of the most annoying moments I had. He looked over at me. He continued to talk. This time he seemed a lot less aggressive. He was being more passive. I hated when he talked to me like this. He was talking soft like he was treating some wounded fucking bird. I hated when he tried to baby me. "You are an attractive guy. You know that. You're all pretty and shit?" I rolled my eyes, "You know I hate when people call me pretty Shorty. What the fuck is that supposed to mean. I'm a man." "You're a pretty boy. Admit it," he said shaking his head, "Regardless that isn't the point. I'm not going to keep bothering you and asking you about who this Mr. A guy is that you have been so obsessed with. All ...
    ... I'm saying is that you can do better." "Better like what?" "How will you know if you don't let anyone in?" Shorty asked. He was right. I knew he was right. I remembered how I told Ant that I loved him. I remembered how he just ignored me and kissed me instead. As soon as his wife came into the picture he just ran. There were levels to this. "It's complicated." Shorty shook his head, "It's always complicated with you." He had no idea how complicated it was. The fact is Shorty knew Ant. They were actually really close. We were all close at one point. We had all grown up together and from time to time I knew Shorty still hung around Ant. The thing was Shorty had NO idea that Ant was into boys. He said back in the day that he may have thought so but he never confirmed and kind of dismissed the idea when Ant got married. I told you things were complicated?. "I guess I love being tragic," I stated. I couldn't help it. I couldn't' help how I felt about Ant. I knew I couldn't. It had been going on for 8 years. I was fifteen when I had first met Ant and fifteen when we started messing around and sneaking around places. 8 years later I was still in the same place. 8 years later I was still fucking jumping out of windows and telling him how much I cared about him when he continued to play me. Shorty knew I had a lot on my mind. I could tell by how he sighed in the next minute. "Come out with me and Penny tonight." "Where?" "A club man." "You know I don't do the club thing. Besides I'm ...
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